For a long time I thought I was out of keeping with the world,the people around me,even my family.I was in depression most of the time.There was not a valid reason to feel like this,I thought I was ungrateful to feel so.I felt lonely.Recently,I discovered that getting in touch with the nature makes me feel calm,relaxed. Looking at the sky when it's sunset has become a habit for me.
Then I thought if I were an artist I could paint all these
harmonic colours which are in a spectacular mixture,nested!
I also thought there should be someone who feels like me when he or she looks at the sunset.Then I felt I wasn't alone! There is someone perhaps described as a soulmate, my soulmate.We may not meet as long as we are alive on the earth, but it doesn't matter.I believe when I think of him or her, he or she thinks of me,too.We could sit together without uttering a single word,but I know I feel peaceful with him.Hey my soulmate,wherever you are now,I think of you!
I used to have a Scotish professor in the university he died last year). The first time we met among the people around I was the only guy who knew how famous and important person he was back in England, I've even read a few of his pieces. When were chatting in the break I've asked him whether he has been to another Muslim country before. He said that he had been to the Nile but he has not met many Egyptians because they were all in a private yacht. Then he told the story: One of the most famous rich Jewish man in the US had a birthday, they were thinking what to do this year. Some said, let's take some British intellectuals and go to the Nile. When the offer was made to Isaiah Berlin and Noel Annan, they said, "nah, we are not monkeys for the rich Jewish Americans." My professor who was at least a generation or two younger than them, was there with them. He raised his hand and said, "Well, I can come." :) Hence his first trip to a Muslim nation. Now I also want to raise my hand (for you). Are we/can we be soulmates? I don't know. Probably not. I don't believe in that "soulmate" thing. Not anymore. But maybe we can be friends. And being real friends is not easier than being soulmates anyway. What do you think?
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